standing on top of the edge it feels like it's going down
everything stays in my mind feeling in a daze on the ground
feels like it's gonna give life's too hard to live anymore
I think I've had enough things too tough I'm out the door
all in all it's just another day now
you're falling down what you gonna do
standing on top of the world tonight and no ones looking back at you
stand tall it's going on it's going on
it's gonna be just fine, you're holding on, holding on today

lifehouse concert was AMAZING. . .

marc - i will always love you.

so, i'm in love.
with a boy named marc.
he's an amazing guy.

school is getting hard.  it's a lot of work.  next year is going to be awesome.  but i'm definitely going to miss my 5alive girls. 
odu fall 2006 

<3 ern

i HATE valentine's day
no marc, no flowers, couples everywhere...sounds horrible...it is

cannot wait until next year.

xoxo

got accepted to odu!

hope some other people are excited as me.

<3 you marc

the past week has been excellent!

left on sunday for bowling green with heather!  spent monday, and tuesday morning with marc tuesday night i had to work ((350$ paycheck)), got let off early, so amy, jenna, and i went out for icees and just talked like the good old days.  wednesday didn't do much, worked at night, AND FINALLY GOT A REFUND FOR ALL THE BANKING SHIT THAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH FOR THE PAST MONTH!  great news sorry, haha

i cannot wait to go back to school, even though i don't like kent, i LOVE the people.  i miss my 5alive girls mucho!  plus, all i do around here is work, getting pretty old.  i'm going to miss amy and jenna like crazy though.  i love those two girls like no other.  AND miss krissy, she's coming back to ohio next year!  cannot wait!  my cali girl's coming home!

i work two more days then i'm back at school.  i cannot stand that place, i figured out that i can only take a month at a time.  haha sounds bad.

anyways...i just want to thank all the people that i got to see over break, you guys are the only ones that i truly care about seeing anymore, i've grown to not like hilliard anymore.  meh

((EXCEPT FOR HOLLY HAZELETT)) sorry i didn't return your call! i was super busy with work  miss you mucho girly!!

marc and i have gotten A LOT closer.  it's nice being far apart, but it definitely has it's downfalls.  i miss the kid like crazy!  he's defnitely a big part of my life now, he's even trying to get me to transfer to bg next year.  yea, i started catching on when he gave me a tour of bg!  loving him more and more each day and i can't wait 'til february when i get to see him again. 

okay, xanga is definitely retarded, but i still seem to check everyones and even post every once in a while.  strange, i guess the boredom takes over me and just tells me to update! lol

leave some for me!